Maybe if my heart stopped beating, it won't hurt this much
Keep me safe inside Your arms like towers Tower over me
Misery Business - Paramore
you got to love Paramore's new album, RIOT! its amazing. espically with awesome Hayley as the singer :D
anyway, first day of term 3 today. i don't feel the go-and-study mood. yeahh yeahh. after school, spend time trying to complete me dear holiday assignmentS :( ididntseeyouwalkawayandiregrettedit.
Sunday, June 24 @ 3:13 PM
School's tomorrow. :E
One thought of you, is enough to leave the rest of the world behind..
hey hey you you, i'm back from camp like 2 days ago. and decided to just blog today. past few days were restless days for me. so i didn't blog. there's just something missing in this camp we had.. something is just missing.. my mum said i was tanned when i got home.. :( must be due to the drills.. one hilarous thing she told me to do was to put whitening face mask. i was like shock and lol-ing at the same time. i'm going to type grandmama story for this post.
1st day - committee camp did alot of drills in the morning. but it was cool. mr wong taught us how to teach others drills. after this camp, i guess the committee did know each other better :) we clean the band room, sort things out. then drills by seniors and ms ng. alot of pumping. after that was dinner/wash up. after all those was committee meeting. lalala. everyone slept pretty late that night. haha. alot of excitment/whatever. lol! 2nd day - whole band ate oatmeal for breakfast. and evan detest it. lol. its funny seeing her forcing to eat it. drills after the whole band falled in. drills = alot of pumping. yeahh my knees and hands were started to hurt that day. first day wasn't that bad. we had the 8 stations games. the sun was freaking hot when the games was going on. i feel like boxing the sun to pluto. seriously. :/ then we had a drills thingy. the whole band were split into groups and each grp will have at committee members. hahaha! me, evan and yvonne was having a hard time pronoucing pan-dang-ke-ha-da-pan, pan dang. then after giving kekanan lurus, we will be stuck. hahah! night was mainband followed by night games. had the treasure hunt game. something weird/spooky happened when i was walking with firdaus. lets not elaborate k? games ended. lights out for the whole band, committee bathing time. hah. 3rd day drills and more drills. lol. seniors took us for drills during the afternoon. at first we did drills and pumpings under the bombastic hot sun. but hansley ask firdaus to let us in to shade. thanks for that. o.o then firdaus started to imitate whatever celestine command to the juniors. and we started to see who shouted the loudest. hah. when we did marches, instead of saying 'left left left right left', we were singing twinkle twinkle, ABC, and baabaa black sheep. it was super cartoon, but fun. ^^ night, mainband and night game. it was mystery games. me and evan stayed at the prefect room. waiting for people to come. it was stuffy but alright.. 4th day we get to wake up later as it was the last day. i didnt bath for like 1 and a half day. i stink, i swear. lol. evan, i and pam were too tired to drag ourself out of the platform. hah! during sectionals. ahhhh. i didn't even practice my NDP repetoire and i was there counting and teaching my dear juniors. idk, but is it my teaching method wrong, cos they ain't understanding what i say, i assume from their lost face :/ de-brief and then break camp. then committee went for BK. suppose to have a lecture section. hahaha. but everyone was too tired so we changed the day.
i think the only fun thing in this camp is the drills. after the camp, idk why but i starting to like drills. LOL. :)
anyway, got this from yvonne's blog. anyone interested, contact yvonne. tell her by Tuesday, 26 june! SYF CONCERT BAND PRESENTATION (17 Jul, 7.30 pm) Five excellent bands will be showcased, from Anglo-Chinese School (Independent), Ang Mo Kio Secondary School, St. Patrick’s School, Catholic Junior College, and Victoria Junior College. Also featured is a combined 90-member band and a guest performance from the Thai Suksanari school band. VENUE: Singapore Conference Hall . TICKET PRICE (Exclude Booking Fee) Standard - S$4 Please add to above price $2 Booking Fee for tickets above $20 and $1 Booking Fee for tickets below $20. Charges include GST where applicable.
Monday, June 18 @ 2:05 AM
Crashing Scenes
Hey, I miss those eyes..
Happy Fathers' Day to all Dads :) (p.s. one day late)
Edited.
Hello Band camp, here i come :o
i'll be missing in action until friday. lala.
i'm doing a super long post so that you all have at least something to read ahh. if not my readers later lessen LOL(bhb)
anyway. i am very bored. so i am going to flood myself with quizes to kill my boredom :) so i'm doing randomn questionaire(s) k?
1: Put ur music player on shuffle. 2: Press forward for each question. 3: Use the song title to the answer of the question even it does not make sense. No cheating. 4: Tag 5 ppl at their tagboard to ask them to do this. 5: Bold the question and with the answer, give your own comments on how it is related to the question.
How are you feeling today? > Keep Holding On by Avril Lavigne err? holding on? kinda.
How do your friends see you? > All That I've Got by The Used hahaha! :D
Will you get married? > Into Oblivion(Reunion) by Funeral For A Friend err.. i want to. but the song seems very unrelated :/
What is your best friend's theme song? > Dare You To Move by Switchfoot err? not really.
What was your primary school like? > Hero/Heroin by Boys Like Girls lol! a school fill with heros & heroins?
How can you get ahead in life? > Give It To Me by Timberland feat. Nelly Furtado & Justin Timberlake ohh. just give it to me?
What is the best thing about your friends? > Shine by Plain White T's they Shine. whatmore to say?
What song describes you? > Ohio Is For Lovers by Hawthorne Heights nice song with nice lyrics. but it doesn't really describe me.
How is your life going? > Leave Out All The Rest by Linkin Park err..?
What song will they play at your funeral? > Shan Hu Hai by Jay Chou & Linda hmm. its a sad song. why not?
How does the world see you? > Just So You Know by Jesse Mccartney ohhhh?
Will you have a happy life? > Dance Inside by The All-American Rejects dancing makes you happy. lol.
What do your friends really think about you? > True by Ryan Carbera ohh. that's cool. ^^
Do people secretly lust after you? > Its Time To Dance by Panic! At The Disco err?.. not related :/
How can i make myself happy? > Wherever You Will Go by The Calling ooooo?..
What should you do with your life? > Better Than Me - Hinder improve myself? lol?
Will you ever have children? > Stolen by Dashboard Confessional err. meaning, my children will be stolen?! D:
5 people: anyone
another one.
Type the first thing that comes into your mind you see these 35 words (don't spend time thinking - just your gut reaction).
1. Cigarette: nicotine 2. Friends: lovelies, god's gift. 3. Relationships: Two people deeply in Love. 4. Power rangers: 5 color rangers. lol. 5. Marijuana: LOL! what's this. 6. Shit: the word i say when i've done something wrong.. haha. 7. Crack: split? 9. Love: Love is strong and vulnerable. 10. War: blood spills. 11. Car: Lamborghini and car license. hah! 12. Gas prices: $$ "kaching" 13. Halloween: haha. "Treats or Tricks?" 14. Bon Jovi: "Its my life..." 15. Religion: God 16. My space: website 17. Worst fear: death 18. Marriage: Once in a life time.. :) 19. Fashion: Artistic, Fabulous 20. Brunettes: USA. lol. don't ask why. 22: Work: Headaches 23: Past time: Sleep 24: Football: balls flying. *don't think dirty :) 25: One night stands: whatever. 26: Pet peeve: ??? 27. Pixie Stix: Pixie from Harry Potter? 28. Vanilla ice cream: a very normal flavour. 30: High school: Coolness. 31: Pyjamas: Cute. 32. Wood: Paper 33. Surfing: Ocean. 34. Pictures: Art 35. First love: both eyes meet.
another
Get to know yourself better
Your view on yourself: You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties. The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes. Your readiness to commit to a relationship: You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person. The seriousness of your love: You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love. Your views on education: Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. The right job for you: You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy. How do you view success: You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous. What are you most afraid of: You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel. Who is your true self: You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
idk if true or fake ahh, but some are pretty true.
[International You Day - No Use For A Name] monday - evan's 14th birthday :) went changi airport's fish n co for dinner. youcannotmakeit this is already the 4th time there this year! ohh mind. haha. but i still love their food ^^ but i want sushi also.. evan didnt want to go to fish n co due to the birthday thing they did. hahaha! but in the end i still sabbo her into it :D okay. food came we talk alot while eating. joking around. evan was like damn shyshy about the birthday song thing. i still remembered you all that time sabbo me ok! so like omg. :/ walk around. took loads of pictures. post it up if i have it soon went to T1 viewing mall. night scenes there are fabulous. sat there with evan hx and johnson. i want to go there someday soon again during the night :)
tuesday - out to sakae with rujun i will let the pictures do the talking. p.s. pictures are below
wednesday - committee meeting planned the games and blahblah. so far the longest meeting i think. lol. hopefully all the games go smoothly..
how do i make you see, how do i let you know. how to say, i love you so..
Sunday, June 10 @ 3:27 PM
I lay in scene and dreams
[Your Guardian Angel - The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus]
yesterday, spend the whole night at pasir ris beach. it was like extreme rollerblading for evan francis and me. lol. we rollerbladed back and forth of pasir ris beach dont know how many times only once to downtown. but it was cool. :) in the end. when we got back it was already 2 in the morning, most of them were already sleeping.. then we went to the rock to sit and talk.. we decided to lied down and count the stars. haha so cool. there were so many of them.. some were shining so brightly while some so faintly.. after awhile, we went to sleep in a mat. we set alarm at 5. i dont know why but i just could'nt really sleep, i slept for like 1 hour only. then the alarm rang. i lazy to fall back asleep. cos i ain't really tired. lol! evan and francis was sleeping so soundly, so i decided not to wake them up and went to sit at the rock there alone. but when you're alone you tend to start thinking alot. so yeahh. :/ wait wait wait for sunrise. evan woke up and joined me. when the sun has not rise, partially that time. i realise that the sky is at its prettiest. :D the colors were extraordinary. hah! when the sun rise already, decided to head back home. i was starting to get tired and my whole body was aching.. thus i decided to take cab home. hah! i lazy wait for bus all this ehh. :x evan and francis also took a cab home. when i reached home, took a bathe and went to sleep like a pig till i wake up. now every part of my body is aching :E
tomorrow evan's birthday. lala. i don't know what to get for her. cos whatt she want, is already hers. hah! don't get it? its okay :)
you shine as brightly as the stars in the midnight sky..
Friday, June 8 @ 10:24 PM
Sing me your lullabies so I can sleep soundly tonight
je t'aime, mais son meilleur ne pas vous dire.
[The Town You Live In - Sherwood]
hah! i delete my previous post and decided to do a new one. =p i am bored like "Wassup, hello i am bored. Talk to me please. If not i am going to blast you to Pluto" that kind of feeling yeah yeahh :(
Edit: Rollerblading session today with hansley evan april francis jerial. pasir ris park > to red house > to downtown lalala. i seriously no energy ok. when go up hill want die lahh D: blade, stop, walk, blade, stop, walk (routine continues...) at downtown, april bought kfc for jeremy. soon evan and april went to meet their boo. lol! francis went home. so, i was left alone. but in the end still went with hansley and jerial to central and get something to eat. i never eat there. no food that i find it appealing. lol. walk to bus stop with them.. i regretted not eating, cos when i reached home i was like rahhhh hungry. >:E
BBQ tmr with evan's family. lalala. at pasir ris beach. another blading time with evan? see how ^^ cos leg hen suan. :x
'Cos i was never good at expressing those feelings..
Wednesday, June 6 @ 3:07 AM
Smile in your sleep
[Wo Ke Yi - Evan Yo]
band practice for the pass 2 days. sectional > mainband , drills > mainband. band camp is the next thing i am looking forward to. committe having a 4D 3N camp. kinda cool. hahah.. tomorrow, hopefully i dont rot at home. ok! i am not going to stay at home! i am going out somewhere. i dont know where! lolol :x i will find somewhere to go i know. hah. anyway, i'm getting a shirt and dress i eyed on for quite sometimes on the net. yayness.
now i got to wait for the person to send to elithia and i can have my clothes :) i want to shop for more shirt and bag :D
anyway, getting late. tata. nightsnights :)
i dont know why, but you sang the song and i felt a surge of contentment.. :)