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Saturday, July 26 @ 10:09 PM
Afternoons run for cover and full moons just wonder

About a girl - The Academy is...

I want to go singfest, but the tickets are pocket burner ): 2nd day is a freaking 200 bucks. Where do i find 200 bucks. However, i heard that levis is having a promotion for singfest and i shall go check it out and see what discount i can get ^^

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A and B haven't seen each other for what seems like forever to A.
ONE DAY, A was waiting for her bus to return home.
Saw B alighted from a bus while waiting.
B saw A, A saw B.
A was elated yet nervous to see B.
B slowly approached A.
A heart beats faster.
B took out his hand, wanted to shake A's hand and say hello.
A was rather confused, don't know if she should shake B's hand as A is nervous..
In the end, A still shake B's hand and said hello.
Just then, A's bus came and she got to go.
Holding B's hand seems like forever but A know that she got to let it go..
A even wanted to give B a hug, but A knew she never have the courage to.
So A slowly slip away her hand from B and quickly ran to her bus.
A turned back to catch a last glimpse of B....
The End.

WHAT A DREAM I HAD =/
I keep thinking of this weird dream somehow. Happy yet disappointing...
I think i should start doing hardcore amaths and stop thinking of it.
Tomorrow will be a better day :)


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Went for band practise this morning. surprisingly daryl came and he is forever crazy.. Hah. Run through marmalade and a little of other paragon songs with my section and i swear i wasn't in the mood. So yahh i ended up rattleling mad words under my breath....
After band, went to my uncle's place for my cousin wedding ceremonial. A simple one at home. Another cousin just go married. HAH. What a year, 2 weddings already!
Anyway tomorrow i need to return school. YES, it's sunday and i need to go back to school for the SIBF stuff.
Paragon is coming, 1st Aug! And we only left with 1 practise with mr wong? wth. lol.
I messaged the alumni and no one reply me. I need to know whether your playing cos jodie wants to know it by tmr! I hope the alumni somehow read HERE. LOLOL. And i got to allocate the westwood player somewhere.. Blahblahblahblah~~ =/
Tmr will be a better day, right? :D

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one

Thursday, July 24 @ 5:32 PM
SIBF Competition

Fall To Pieces - Avril Lavigne

Yesterday was SIBF.
My tuner went dead while i was tuning. What a time to be dead =/ I hit it hard and mr wong saw me doing that. LOL. Now i think he thinks i am mad.
From the tuning room to performance everything went so fast u can hardly catch a breath. HAHAHA Am i exaggereating? Maybe... heeh
When your in the hall it seems like you can't hear people beside you but rather yourself. And i start to wonder is the whole band playing too soft, that kinda freaks me out a little.
June Showdown solo went out well. *Thumbs up :) Was trying to calm her outside haha.
Gotten a bronze, 75%, for the competition. But if this is syf we would be getting a silver. Room for improvement :)
Anyway its over. Next up - Paragon!

Didn't went school today. HAH!
Laziness took over me and i realise i need to clear all my homeworks and study for tests so yeahh.
But just this morning i had really bad cramp so another reason not to go school. :)

Won't you, take me by the hand, take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are but I, I'm with you
I'm with you

Sunday, July 20 @ 1:38 AM
Who doesn't long for someone to hold

Soulmate - Natasha Bedingfield
I am lovin' this song.

Basically, this whole week i spend my day in school and band room. SIBF competition is just like next week. o.o The feeling is damn awkward, i don't know why also.
Going to be pretty busy for the next few weeks. So many things, so little time. HAHAHA Adding to band stuff, i still got tonns of homework i owe mr teo. gosh, social studies is sucky lahhhhhhhh. I hate to write so long and in the end get a 'C' for not answering the question.. ): I thought i ATQ already? D:
Friday, the band teachers got us pizzas. They order 20 large boxes! like wow! HAHAHA. But i only ate 3 out of the many many pieces, kinda regret it now. LOL.
Today had band practise in the morning. For one slow part of merry widow, i had goosebumps. Cool lehh, i seldom get goosebumps when playing merry widow. Wow.
After practise went to loyang point with evan and xing to eat and get the ingredients for sushi. We went evan house to make sushi. Super cool experience. hahahaha. During the night, we decided to choose the clothings for the ethnic costumes competition thingy. Argghhhh, why did miss shariffa ever put our name in.. Lehchey lehh!

Below is random crap, you can ignore it. =/
I was window shopping online just now and i saw a shirt that caught my attention again. AHHHHH ): Need to stop getting tempted. AHAHAHAHA.
Talking about online stuff, i saw contact lenses that have sharingan(naruto's stuff) pattern. I was like, interesting.... There are still contact lense that make your eyes look really teary. Talking about advance technologies.... lol

Its getting late, should sleep now :)

I was glad to see you after what seems like a very long time to me... :)

Saturday, July 12 @ 10:22 PM
Even the wrong words seem to rhythm

想你的习惯 - xiao yu
I think its has been 1234567 years since i listen to a chinese song and actually like it. lol. this song has good lyrics.

Wordy post ahead! Beware. :)
Anyway! Yesterday night was Crescendo! It was super cool! Though i was super super tired, but i had loads of fun. 1 period of lesson and we went to get pack and stuff and headed to Raffles Hotel, Jublilee Hall. Went there and did a few rehearsals. And we had mac chicken for lunch again. lol..
We had about an hour or so to get change and do our make-up. The make-up part was pretty hilarous. When trying to help some of them put on eyeliner, their eyes keep on twitching and i kept on laughing. Hee. I was trying to help brenna apply blusher and we kept on laughing for god knows what reason. Because the expression on her face was funny? HAHA. When we were at the lounge. We were singing and articulating for Oye Coma Va. We sang so loud that i think the ppl inside were pissed. LOL.
When it was time for the concert. Everyone was excited. Percud was the first to perform followed by our mini band. I swear i was sort of nervous when i was at the backstage, but i guess after awhile i managed to relax. Thanks to crazy evan. :D
Though we only decided to play Oye Coma Va on wednesday, it was so last minute, but i guess we managed to pull it of quite pleasantly on stage. Everyone in the band sang as loud as we could. Kinda cool to see the unity. HAHAHA. Hanseatic suite was a little messy but can listen one lahh. LOL. While playing that piece, my right arm felt numb. gahhh. Now it is aching =/
I didn't manage to see all performance but i feel that everything went well. :D
At the finale, band was there clapping and screaming away, i can't help but join in the fun. hee. Everyone sang the school song so loudly. Kinda weird though but whatever. hahahaha..
When the concert ended, packed up everything, move the percussions to the lobby. Saw haixing at backstage and took a few shots with her and evan. Received a sunflower from an unknown but in the end i found out who it was. o.o i was kinda hoping the it was you.. but i know it wouldn't. so stop dreaming...
When we were on our way back to school, miss chan told us she is going to miss us. HAHAHA. I think she is super cute lahh! omg.. Everyone was quiet on the bus back, i guess we were bushed.
Overall, the day was tiring, but super worthy! Afterall, its my first performance out of school, not at Paragon and its at Raffles Hotel lehh! HAHAHAHA! I sound retarded, but whatever! :D

Cheers :)

Friday, July 4 @ 11:52 PM
Running was like we known

Sometimes you just feel like giving up
But there's always this little thing that keep you going..
And that thing is Hope.

Sometimes you wish that things will go your way,
But we are not in the stories of fairytales that always have a happy ending.

Sometimes you feel like falling,
But you tell yourself, you're not going to fall so easily..
And you try to pull yourself together.

Sometimes you wish you are the only person he has his eyes on,
But you keep telling yourself, "It's okay".

You told yourself, "Be positive. Cos everything will be fine."
You try as much as you can, but reality still comes back to you..