Disappear - Beyonce

Listening to this song and permanent makes me feel _ again.
It's funny how the feeling seems to come again..
Don't really like the feeling..
Feeling like this for 2 days is not nice......

Exchange programme today was a success. Saxophonist from different schools have different personalities? hahaha.
Sectionals was rather awkward cos the sax section suddenly seems so big, 40 strong?, which is weird but cool.
I got a total of about 6 bari. Most school have 2 tenor players. But i am the only one in my school. Abit sad ahh. hahahahaha. And there are freaking lots of altos, 20 ++ strong.